When I first
became interested in astrology, I methodically, systematically, and tediously
went through one of those "cookbook-style" texts. You know
the ones I mean, where you look up the sign position of our Sun,
then its house position. Then you move along to the Moon and
so forth. I proceeded to dutifully handwrite
every word, hoping to dramatically broaden my self-understanding in a
few evenings.
Everything went well until I came upon
an interpretation that I just couldn't identify with. Did that
Saturn in Virgo really mean that I'm doomed to be a perfectionist with
tendencies bordering on obsessive-compulsive behavior? You've got to
be kidding! No way -- not me.
I decided to skip the uncomfortable suggestions that
I wasn't quite ready to "fess
up" to. I decided to call it quits for the night -- after all,
it was getting very late and I did have to be up early the next
day.
As I grudgingly laid down to sleep I
couldn't help but see astrological interpretations projected on the back of
my eyelids as I finally drifted off to sleep... compulsive behavior!
After a few days, I'd finally gotten through all the planets in their
respective signs and houses and digested some of the information on the
growing number of pages transcribed on that yellow legal pad. I'd
reached a point that I might even begin to admit that some of those less desirable traits
really could be a part (of course just a really, really small, almost
insignificant part) of me.
Now I was at a crossroads. I could
set the book (and further studies) aside or I could decide that I'm really going to
go for it, "Damn the asteroids, full speed ahead." After all, we're
talking about enlightenment and self-understanding here, right?
Soon after, I began a serious study of
astrology. But the reasons for (and a deeper significance of) this
choice didn't become clear until some time later. Then, finally the
metaphoric light bulb came on above my head. Hey, maybe there's a positive use
of that Saturn in Virgo after all.
This was a significant
breakthrough. I'd begun to recognize that all astrological
interpretations represent suggestions of what we're likely to
experience. But within these suggestions always lies a relatively
wide range of possible manifestations. Eureka!
The old texts that left little latitude
for individual response to astrological influences were often dismally
depressing. We were creatures of free will, right? If we were
doomed to predetermined fate, what was the point? Many of the old
texts were plainly wrong in this regard.
In my case I was initially reluctant to
embrace the possibility that my Saturn in Virgo had perfectionist
tendencies. But there was also a more positive part of this and
every measurement. It actually wasn't much of a stretch to realize
that Saturn in Virgo could also contribute to the focused discipline
necessary to study, analyze, and refine information...a much more positive
result than surrendering and resigning myself being obsessive-compulsive.
Once we firmly grasp this core concept
we recognize that although our birth charts will never change -- our
response to the influences suggested in our horoscope can be
changed. A challenging or even debilitating influence can be turned
into a powerful asset. By being aware of these extremes of behavior
can we begin to transform ourselves into something approaching our highest
potential rather than passively gravitating toward the less rewarding and
less productive extreme. We've all had our unique tools all along,
but now we can learn how to more effectively use them!
Obviously, not everyone wants to or has
the time to seriously study astrology. But luckily, years of
study aren't necessary in order to gain the insight that it
can provide.
By scheduling a meeting with a competent
professional astrologer you can quickly begin to more efficiently use your
tools, using them to your advantage to craft the person you can become.