The
past few weeks in my weekly class/discussion group I've asked students to
choose what they would like for their own Sun, Moon, and Ascendant
signs. The only rule is that you can't pick something you already
have.
Initially, people are thrilled to have an
opportunity to modify these crucial components of their hypothetical birth
chart, even if it is just pretend. It seems that everyone
wishes they had more, or less, of a particular influence at work in the
natal arrangement.
But without fail, when the time came to
make their decisions, at least one person would pick what they already had
natally. When I remind them of the one rule and they would respond,
"But I really like my Moon in Taurus" (or whatever).
Still, that wasn't permitted by the rule. So they would reluctantly
choose another placement.
Some would choose very subtle differences
from their natal chart. For example, they might use the same signs
represented by their Sun, Moon, and rising sign and just switch them
around. Really, this is a pretty clever (sneaky?) approach.
While still playing by the rules, they make relatively subtle changes in
the overall chart when compared with more dramatic sign changes.
Most avoided an elemental triumvirate of
exclusively Fire, Earth, Air, or Water.
It really got interesting when the students
would report on how pleased or displeased they were with their past week's
choices. Without fail, there was a feeling that they didn't like the
changes at all or somehow didn't feel comfortable with their synthesized
chart. So, once again they were given a chance to revise their
choices, subject to the lone rule.
After 3 weeks of this tinkering, it was
possible to reach some conclusions. First, what we think we want
often proves to be much less fulfilling that we had anticipated.
Secondly, and most importantly, people feel most at home with their actual
natal placements.
This bears some further discussion.
While none of the participants would ever claim to have a perfect life,
without exception they've become largely familiar with their own inborn
characteristics. Challenges, traits, and talents become inseparable,
interwoven into the very fiber of our individuality. To modify
any of the three prime indicators would start an unraveling, resulting in
a disorienting disruption of the entire concept of self.
Obviously, it isn't actually possible to
surgically modify our charts. And it's a good thing that we
can't. If we were to start tinkering with the details of our birth
charts, we'd likely end up with a real mess very quickly. Each of us
was born with all the tools we need. Our mission is to learn what
tools we have in our inventory and how to best use them as we work toward
our highest potential.
Our lives will never be perfect. But we can strive to continually
re-balance the inherent influences at work in our charts to best suit our
current situations and needs. We can't just do things the way we've
always done them and expect things to improve. Life is change.
And change brings with it a unique new set of challenges and
opportunities.
Rather than idly wishing that we had a
different chart we can emphasize parts of our Horoscope that have lain
dormant too long, or haven't been used very efficiently. And unlike
our fantasy exercise, real changes and improvements are always within our
reach.
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